I am a Mom.
I am a Mom of an angel. I am still a Mom!
I lost my very first child to an ectopic pregnancy in December 2016. This is a place to share and support other women struggling with similar losses. To catalog my experiences with infertility treatments. To share feelings that need to come out and be heard, because so much about losing a child or trying to create one seems to have a stigma and is usually suffered alone- which is wrong.
This loss is heavy, as is the journey to carry on and start again. Hopefully these words will mean something to another woman fighting a battle like mine, and remind her she is not alone. She is important. And these feelings, as ugly as they are maybe totally normal and acceptable to have!