Just when you thought that the most exciting thing to happened today would be the Royal Wedding… which let’s face it was awesome!! It’s going to be hard to beat that, but I’ll try…
Today, like every other day I stepped on the scale. But unlike most of the days before it- at least the days I can remember without straining the number displayed started with a 2 instead of a 3!
Now, this is terrifying to put out there. Far scarier than any of the stuff I write here about infertility as it were! I don’t like sharing my actual weight or how heavy I’ve let myself get- it’s humiliating and always has been. However, I think it’s part of the healing process I suddenly I feel compelled to shout this from the rooftops!!!!
This number doesn’t REALLY mean anything. It doesn’t define me, it’s not who I am, it’s temporary – but today it means some stuff.
It means I’ve lost 51 pounds y’all!!
It means I can do things that are really difficult!
It means I can go on the zip line in Vegas!
It means that I found something FINALLY that works.
It means that hard work can lead you to places you once thought you could not go.
It means that things CAN HAPPEN!
It means sometimes even if you don’t believe it, you can still do it!!!
It means that this could work… perhaps THIS will be the key to unlocking the future I so desperately desire!?
It means I gotta set some more goals to smash!
THIS fees pretty great.
For the next phase…. my personal goal is 40 pounds, I’ve wanted to try the indoor skydiving place near my work and that’s their weight limit. The virtual sky’s the limit man!!
Thanks to all for sharing and supporting this journey!
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